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I don't know what's wrong with me haha. I have good life right? I am lucky right? Omg kill me. I am feeling inferior now, like ugly and stupid and useless. Veryyy.

Anyways one sem is like over and it's super fast. Great alum, great new friends and some whom I am really proud of! Something that I've learnt, just follow your dreams and be optimistic because it will come true. It doesn't seem to be the case for me, hahaha. OH WELL~

Meeting crystalball and happyenergysource tomorrow. :) Hope it doesn't rain! Hahaha and I made a very funny joke today I think. Like my friend was mentioning earthquakes and stuff, I was totally random and said, "because... 2 .0.1.2 is hereeee~~~". Okay goodnight I am going to follow my dreams tonight. Damn emo I tell you.

I hope you you you are doing well and I know you are. :)

Hello e-learning week this week! Think I did badly for midterms but kind of not motivated to study anymore you know. I feel that my life is good enough. Sometimes I feel tired of living on. But okay nvm, kind of impossible to die anyways. Hmm.. oh ya I think I am going to fail my test, like seriously FAIL. So sad, I didn't even think during the paper. :( And I think I am not doing well in school academically too, I am really stupid and useless as compared to the others, and now I keep thinking about my future cos the others are like so motivated and have a goal and plans. And you know I am like super pessimistic? So you can guess what's the conclusion of my thoughts eh. Sigh. Don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I will die from this man, like have retribution for not being like the rest. I miss my power rangers, I miss peilin and cheryl and US and everyone else. I had an awesome date w PL during recess week, good good. And went to the sei smth with PR, missed them lots! Good good. Oh anyways, my msn nick is liweejrpczu you know why? liwee, jianhui, rangers, peilin, cheryl, zhiyang, US. Hahaha abit childish. Okay. I am always thinking about the past. Byebye I think I need to buck up and stop thinking about how sucky I am.



Don't know what he's trying to do hahaha. Our 2nd year on the 18th this month yay yay yay! He never reads my blog, think he doesn't even know, so not romantic pig. Okay gonna sleep. Byebye!

There's this weird looking insect beside me now, howhowhow!! Anyways, kinda dread school. Lots of readings to do for gem, boring to the max. Think I am going to fail this assignment. I am so tired! And jh is not back yet.. two more weeksss, :(:( Life sucksss.

Hello, today is the first day of school, and I only had one marketing lecture from 12 to 2. The lecturer was funny, but I'm kinda afraid that I'm not absorbing anything from the lecture. After that I came home and did my stuff, it feels good to be home in the early afternoon relaxing. With the radio on, and a cup of teh bing, surfing the net and stuff, woooo shiok. I don't know what I'm typing, but I just feel carefree, esp. since I know I needa start to study from now on and yet I can still have a mini break. Sigh.. and jh is leaving soon. So sad like seriously. I miss all my friends!